For 100 days, I'm going to write a blog post in "Boy from North Carolina" as a way to self reflect and meditate. I've made a habit to rush away from self reflection and "move on to the next" as a way to distract myself from my own humanity and lived experiences. Work also turns into a great distraction from my fears of death and isolation. So, on that note...let's get writing. :)
Today, I woke up earlier than usual. Due to sadness, I've been waking up around noon. Today I woke up at 10:30 to try and curb it. I bought earl grey tea last night and, by some divine intervention, my vape pen broke. I would like to see how long it takes for me to want to get a new one.